Unforgettable Moment

                               

Last year at the month of my birthday (May), My beloved grandfather died at Pertamina Hospital. In that day, when I told that my grandfather was gone, it’s sounds like a dream to me, because the day before that day, I still can spoke to him. But in that day I really confused and I don’t believe it. Okay then, I think I may tell you the story before that day. Eight month before that day, my family had been told by the doctor that my grandfather had an very aggressive cancer and only survive for six month, since that day me, my mom, grandmother, and sometimes my brothers went to accompany my grandfather to took a chemo in Singapore. Almarhum had been chemo for five times, and I think chemo is a painful treatment, because ten days after chemo, my grandfather always vomiting. I can’t bear to see him like that. And almarhum mostly at my house in Jakarta with an oxygen tube. Then unpredictable day had come. In that day I really-really sad and cry while starring at almarhum face. It was a nightmare for me, because when almarhum alive, I really closed to him. Even when I typing this story, I shed a tear. After that day my mom really-really hard about Islam, because she say that  “we live on earth just a very briefly, and in the end, there will be a live that more lasting, and ‘Eyang Kung’ have preceded us”. Even now, my mom sometimes cry for almarhum. By the way almarhum was buried at Tanah Kusir. Well finally my sadness moment is done. Don’t let us being a slave by the Earth, because our live is never long in this world.